u/Motor-Ad-508

I'm on a bench after midnight writing this. I have been depressed and anxious all of my life and have autism. I finally stood up to my dad about how abusive, neglectful and controlling he's been all my life, also punishing me for not being normal and fast at school like other kids. He also punished me for having an eating disorder by taking my phone and playstation away from me to also force me to eat among other things. I now cut him out of my life but that also comes with family defending him. I only have my girlfriend and my mom left. I have nowhere to go anymore...