Did anyone else have sex fantasies at a very young age?
A lot was also fantasizing about stuff happening to me non consensually. For as long as I remember to up until when I was about 13. During my childhood my parents were on drugs, and I wasn't in a great environment. I can't remember much at all and I'm scared to tell my therapist that I used to fantasize about being raped when I was a kid. The fantasy disgusts me now, and I know I shouldn't treat it as a reflection of me today, but I'm scared of being judged. I wanted to do EMDR, because I believe that I may have been assaulted as a child due to how hypersexual I was from such a young age and seeing people with similar stories who were. I also have more reasoning into my belief, but I would I would prefer not to post more details of my childhood.