Its weird but anyone else do this after EA recon?
Short story, caught my wife of 15 years have an EA in the beginning of winter 25. From a guy states away, but sexts and pics were sent/received. She started to fall for him and this only lasted about 2 months. We had some issues going in but I didn't realize how bad. Lots of miscommunication and just, honestly both going through motions to get by in life. We reconciled, lots of talks, both individuals and couple counseling. We have good and bad days.
Now the weird part (on my end)
I for some reason kept the texts that I copied. I dont know why but I did. Sometimes I will go back and reread them and play with myself. I had a hotwife fantasy going before the EA and she knew. I do not know what to make of this. Since the EA, my brain sometimes is just all over the place.