Failed a class, fell like shit
Hello to anyone reading this, this is my first time posting, sorry if this is unorganized and not grammatically correct. I got a D in a class, this was my second semester in college, I feel like absolute shit, especially I don’t even think I did good in my other classes. I wanna say that I’m just not smart enough, but I also know I didn’t put enough effort. I’m a bio student, I think I’m gonna have to retake the course of eventually. Like what should I do from here really? Like am I not College material?
But the worst thing is, I know I won’t care for long. I have such a selfish mindset that I’m only bothered temporarily. I don’t even think this will affect me long term if I continue college because I’ll probably keep doing the same dumb shit I did for this class. The only time I feel real guilt is when my parents or older brother come to me with expectations, and I know they’re going to ask about it and end up disappointed and probably angry. And they have the right to be. Like what should I do? How can I become better? I just don’t know what to do both on academic level and a personal level.