u/Muichiro_is_a_mood

Okay so I've been having a slight sexuality crisis for the last couple of days. I have this great friend but lately I've been going on a small spiral because I noticed that I can be quite dependent on them and that I relax way more easily around them than around anyone else. I already knew she was a safe haven to not get overstimulated. But now I'm wondering if it can be more than that.
Can my fellow autistic queers help me out?

Edit, the ;esbian is supposed to be lesbian