u/Mysterious-Arm-392

Everywhere I go, I see pieces of you.

I see the red warmth of your cheeks when I look at the countless stop signs in our little town.

I see your playfulness in dogs at the park chasing their tails or playing fetch.

I smell your scent when I step outside in the morning.

I see your wonderful brown of your eyes in the pine cones scattered all around.

I hear your gentle breathing in the calming morning breeze.

I feel the warmth you give off when I go outside and bask in the soft sun rays.

I see the beauty of our goodbye in the sunset, so very brilliant for a moment before it disappears.

Everywhere I go, I see pieces of you.

I see the red warmth of your cheeks when I look at the countless stop signs in our little town.

I see your playfulness in dogs at the park chasing their tails or playing fetch.

I smell your scent when I step outside in the morning.

I see your wonderful brown of your eyes in the pine cones scattered all around.

I hear your gentle breathing in the calming morning breeze.

I feel the warmth you give off when I go outside and bask in the soft sun rays.

I see the beauty of our goodbye in the sunset, so very brilliant for a moment before it disappears.

I tell myself I’m not in love with you, I say to my friends that I was just in over my head. But truly I believe that a part of me will always be in over my head for you, even when I decide that it’s not worth the pain. I lie to myself. I would rather be with you, I just don’t know how to be.

I want to tell you every small detail I love about you. I want to hold you and tell you everything will be alright when you doubt yourself.

I try not to, but I still find my self thinking about you. I still smile everytime you post. I still want to reassure you every time you doubt your appearance. I still find myself wanting to accompany you while you accomplish your goals. I still find myself loving you…

You always look so happy, even after you acted like I didn’t even exist. Even after I did everything I could do just for you to notice me. Even after I could tell you had no interest in our conversation. It made me feel horrible, but deep down I know those were some of my favorite memories just because I was able to watch you be happy. I still tell people that I’m over you, that I don’t care about any of the guys you talk to. But in all reality I’m still in love with you…