Feeling mentally drained
3 years ago I sustained a spinal cord injury, i’m incomplete c6 asia C and for the last few years I’ve been going to physio about 4x/week plus working with kinesiologist and swimming. Legit doing all I could!!! I have seen results and I have 80% sensation everywhere and I can walk with a harness. My body is slowly taking more weight its sooooooo slow!
Honestly I wouldve gave up years ago, my biggest motivation is my 3 year old. I was 2 months post partum when I got injured. I feel so sad that my husband has not been much support, we get family support for help with my daughter. But I stopped asking him for help because he whines and makes it a huge thing when he helps me with stuff.
I feel so isolated and I feel hurt that he hasn’t been there for me. I want to leave but I feel like what if I won’t have custody of my child because I’m unable to take care of her myself? My family live in a different province and I want to move back there. I don’t know how much longer I can stay here, mentally it’s making me depress.