weed after a very long t break
hey guys,
so bascially ive been smoking weed for abit over a year now and the first few times i did it it used to make me feel abit paranoid and anxious and abit like throwing up(gagging). just the normal symptoms some feel when they first do it.
however, now i love weed and have gotten used to it and built a tolerance and dont feel any of the symptoms i mentioned above. it now makes me feel rlly good but ive been forced to go on a t break for i think 1-2 months maybe more bc ive been caught my parents and even tho im over 18, they still r making me do drug tests.
the issue with this is now after a long term break im scared that the weed wont make me feel good anymore and i will get all the symptoms (paranoia, throwing up, anxiety) i had the first few times i used it. i love smoking weed but after that break, my tolerance will be reset and i want it to make me feel good and how it does now, but that wont be the case since tolerance is lowered. i dont wanna let it go and i want it to hit rlly good and not how it used to it when i was starting off. im scared for if it will feel bad when i use it after a long break.
can anyone give me some tips and reassurance on how the first time smoking weed will feel after the long t break?
edit- thank you to all commenting and giving me advice, its very much appreciated as im going thru a rough patch with my parents and mental health and personal matters so quitting cold turkey is awfull atm