
Sensitive Moon. Failed Career. Failed Marriage. 33F. Is there anything good I can hope for to have a decent will to live the next 30-40 years?
Things started going down pretty bad from 2016 onwards. Any insights on past life karma?

Things started going down pretty bad from 2016 onwards. Any insights on past life karma?
Always heard about Raja Bali and Vaman Avatar and good listening skills when it comes to Shravana Nakshatra.
But the shadow side of Shravana Nakshatra that has not come up in any research except for 1 vedic astrologer. This shadow side of Shravana Nakshatra relates to having Narcissistic Tendencies which are very well hidden.
Have been married for 9 months.
Seperated since 3 months.
A little help with analysis please.
32f this side. its been 7 months of marriage. the promises made before marriage have not been fulfilled. husband and his mother have been lying and flipped. husband only and only cares about having children immediately, whereas I need some time. the house conditions and environment are poor. before marriage, it was promised they will move to a better place. they have denied it now and are not giving any assurance for future relocation.
it is mentally quite taxing to live in an environment of complete deception and lies.
need legal advice on how to get out of this mess peacefully, without spending hefty amount on endless court hearings.
ps - do not require "stay for a few months" , "adjust" advice as this would get more complicated after having kids. thank you.