I’m confused
Okay so I have been having these issues with my alters and I’m genuinely confused if others have this too. It’s very very hard to keep track of all my alters. Like I have to sit and think and try to remember who’s up in my head to write them down and keep track. And the shifts are even that constant like I’ll be myself for 5 days or so and then one day so many shifts happen all at once. I forget my own alters’ names until I’m in a shift and they remember their own name and everything about themselves. It’s like me, as the host, there’s like a mind barrier between us. Like Summer can’t remember what Bertha’s favorite food was or Enox doesn’t remember what Jack’s last name was, etc. And it’s so confusing cause online I see other systems with organized plans and clear descriptions while the only times I even remember all the info of my alters is when we switch. Is anyone else like this or do I just not have DID?