Aaj sher thoda udas hai..
Pata hai aaj kya hua, so its been around 4-5months since my breakup,
Context- my (24M) 3.5years ka relationship tut gaya just because of inter religion. (Hindu and jain). Itna lamba date karke yaad ata logo ki unko toh unke parents ki sunni hai, dusra sab bhad mai jaye. They said no to us, she basically didnt even give me a chance in front of her parents.
So basically I was still in touch with her asking ki how she is, basically her parents were asshole So I felt pity , but i think she is assholes coward herself. But i have never bad mouthed her, because of her family situation. I would eventually rant to her in her dm ki why she wouldn't change her self, and she would always show herself as a victim So I sympathized (which i shouldnt have).
She in chat would subtly drop fake lead on, ki she didnt want this, she doesnt wanna make me suffer, and i wouldn't have wanted this and I wouldnt wanna come back to realtionship (making it look like i didnt want this realtionship to work - which i completely hated, it was like she was using me as an excuse for her cowardness)
So even during this time when I was tryin to move, she was making me confused, i was doing the bigger mistake of contacting her in the first place. I finally went ahead and asked her clearly why she is dropping this stupid hints, wnd make herself clearly and above pics were her response.
I have gotten mostly over her, but i still cant get myself to block her idk why, i would sometime just stalk acc. I dont wanna do this, how do I get overr this feeling.