Am I getting addicted?
I use alchol and hash/weed very casually.
but recently I'm using more hash/weed because I reconnected with friends who are addicted to the stuff, they did some hard drugs in the past but now they stick to only weed / soft drugs.
the thing is in this short period of 2-3 weeks I feel like I'm getting addicted and soon I won't be able to get out.
I don't know if I should cut them off, set clear boundaries or stop using for good.
I got through depression, self harm, suicide attempts all without using or getting addicted, it feels so stupid to through away all the years and things I worked hard for.
I have BPD too, but I never though I'm this susceptible to drugs especially after all the progress I made mentally and in my life the past few years.
Advice is much appreciated, I know I can't think clearly for myself right now.