u/Nato_Tomato123

So its quite a long story, I was just sitting in my room and felt a bit down, so i started to think abt harming myself, as soon as i got out of my room a weird panic and a feeling of being electrocuted hit me, i got into the bathroom and thought abt that weird and disorienting feeling and i suddenly hear voice that tells me not to do it, it also told me his name starts with „L“ so i asked on a discord server and someone suggested i just go through a list of demons whose name starts with „L“ to see if i feel connected to that name, and so someone said „Lucifer“ instantly came to their mind and it instantly felt right and that weird feeling turned into a feeling of safety.

So i know it was Lucifer that wants to protect me, but i cant find any book that tells me how i strengthen the relationship with him, i do that with satan by just praying to him, but Satan is my god so im confused, can i pray to Lucifer as a satanist and not a luciferian? and also, are there any rituals i can practice to do that?

Everytime i pray to satan, i feel like he's with me and listening like he's in my room, i feel warm and comfortable and i‘m suddenly happy, are these signs that he’s there? i feel like he's always there when i talk, pray or simply say his name or think about him.

I‘ve been a theistic satanist for like a year now, i know atheistic satanism has rules and sins, but does theistic satanism have those too?