u/NaughtAwakened

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The first years of my relationship with nicotine I would get a euphoric headrush whenever I hit the vape. I'm the type of vaper that doesn't do many small hits - I do huge full lung inhales every couple hours to get a crazy headrush, I don't care about the flavor, I actually prefer no flavor, I'm just addicted to the nicotine high.

After reading this sub, and Alan Cars book I was "motivated" to quit and did so for 2 months, but I recently relapsed. I bought 2 vapes. I bought a second one because the first one wasn't giving me the high I was seeking, the second one now isn't either. I've been smoking them ~5 times a day (big hits) and each time am unsatisfied and ashamed of myself.

Anyone else on here been in similar circumstances? I always read about people who like the habit, ritual, mouth feel, whatever.. I just wanted to get a euphoric high that made me all light headed and tingly for ~10 seconds. At one point I was even hooked on hitting the vape right before I orgasmed so I had a headrush during climax.. RIP dopamine.

Anyway, now, for whatever reason I feel very meh about it, which is a good thing.. when I quit I did feel like I was missing out on something despite what Alan Car said in the book. Now that I've relapsed I think I might be ready to finally give it up for good, and truly understand I'm missing nothing, but gaining a lot.

I'm posting this because I'm just looking for anyone else with similar experiences who've quit or who are still going through it, who else out there was simply hooked on the euphoric high?