u/NauticaLiss

F18 It wasn’t consensual. I have to keep saying that to myself even though I can picture everything that happened and it felt consensual.

God I hate myself so much.

I am 18 and I struggle to find boys in my school attractive. I always tend to gravitate towards much older men even though I know it’s dangerous.

It’s like my mind wants me to go back to what I remember from my past and anything different from that is just not good.

It sucks cause I feel broken.