I am becoming a slut guys! I love it. I think its because I am older now and with age and money comes freedom
I am normally top. Started bottoming in May. Tell me why my body count for tops is over 30! Wueh!
For context, I have a hot body. I can tell I am like the ideal body type for a lot of gays. I am young, tall, strong and huge. Bottoms and tops want me. My ass is huge AF and can even clap. My dick is long about 8.2 inches.
My first bottoming experience
For the longest time, guys have asked me to bottom but for like 4 years I refused.
Tried it in May and I've not been able to stop it. I have realised that the reason why I had stopped is because I did not have any leverage since I used to go to peoples houses and stuff like that. And then also I had no idea how to douche or clean my ass. When I was younger, I did not know about things like what food I should be eating, what food is wrong with my stomach and stuff like that now I understand all these things since I'm an adult and so it's easy for me to even eat foods that will allow me to bottom. And finally I hated being let down by tops.
Now that I'm older I can host, I can wash my ass, and I know and understand my body. This means that I am in a level I have never been before. Whether it's taking dick or not, it's okay. I don't feel vindicated when I wash my ass and someone doesn't even come because I have work to do. When I was younger bottoming meant I had to clean my ass, walk to the stage get a matatu and go to wherever this person was. This used to take me around 2 to 3 hours just to hook up. So you can imagine 1 to 2 hours to wash up then take a mat to his place by the time I've reached there digestion of what I've already eaten had already happened, so I found myself dirty again. And I did need to know how to wash. I didn't know since I used to use pipes at home, but when I went to the hostel in university, I didn't know how to wash. Plus douching takes time.
Now I barely eat a lot of food. Every day I take like one meal and so cleaning up is very easy. The foods I eat are very high in fibre and protein so it means digestion is slow and when sh*t comes out it comes out all of it. This means if I douche ones I could stay the whole day clean as long as I've not eaten anything else. That means I can take dick in the morning during the day during the afternoon, et cetera et cetera.
Plus having my house means that I can bring anyone at any time. I have had some guys who couldn't get hard, the dicks were too small, their dick couldn't fit in my ass and so many other problems. I replace them in a minute due to Grindr. Me hosting means that if someone disappoints me, I just told them to go and I don't have to waste time on transport or being in a Uber. This has freed me up so much.
Group fun
Finally, I have been in a lot of group activities so I end up with multiple partners in one night. I don't know if you guys know all star cyber but I have gotten dick there several times. There was a night I got around 8 people to nut inside me. Then one of the guys took me to El Vago and two other people nutted inside me. So the total for the night was 10.
This June has had a lot of gay/queer parties and orgies. At times we go to a party and then we find ourselves in someone's house for after hours kind of event. Of course you find ourselves in the bedroom making out and it turns out into a full-blown orgy with around 6-7 people.
Two weeks ago, I went for an orgy that had around 20 something people. Eight tops fucked me and I fucked around three bottoms. It was such an amazing night.
My relationship with being a top
I don't think I will be a top long. When we were at the OG, I found myself wanting to get fucked and not fucking. I don't know if it's because it's easier to get fucked as compared to having to fuck someone but the fact that I just could sleep and somebody could come and fuck me without me having to put any effort is hot as hell.
As a top, I feel like I am performing and I have to give the other person the best sex possible. This is a lot of pressure that honestly I am done with. In fact I have realise that I no longer reply to bottoms. This is crazy since just two months ago I could not even put a finger in my ass. I literally used to get soft when someone touched my ass. That's how much I was against bottoming. I could not do it even if somebody offered money. People have literally offered money to fuck me and I have told them no.
Plus, almost every top who has fucked me I ended up fucking them. I just flipped them. I told them I have to fuck you and 90% of them accept. Poppers help them to take dick. And the funniest thing is that a lot of them are so wide and loose. There's some tops who have fucked and my dick entered too easily. As if there was another massive dick inside him. So I'm like, 'I think a lot of these tops are lying about them being full tops because there's no actual way my dick which is also big is entering a them as though there have been other visitors before me.
What caused all this?
Honestly, I am not sure. But I had a very tough April and I wanted to relax since it was also my birthday month in May. So I took a trip somewhere and invited random guys to come. I think also me buying poppers made it even worse. Whenever I take poppers, weed and alcohol, I do not feel pain when taking dick. In fact, I feel like I am in heaven. No matter how big a dick is I am able to somehow take it in. However, I've not been able to take big dicks but every night and then whenever I get someone that big dick as long as it's not too long, I'm able to take it.
Also the fact that I'm really hot makes it very easy for me to have sex. Whether I go to a gay club or party, whether on Grindr or Tinder or even X, people want to smash they want me to fuck them and they want to fuck me. Wherever I am, people will come to me both tops and bottoms whether I show them interest or not, they will come. I honestly understand because I realise that I'm extremely extremely attractive. I look at myself and want to fuck myself. If I was in another body, I would want to fuck myself every day so I get there thinking that other people have.
Plus these days I've started dressing in a way that makes me look attractive. Kitambi I used to wear like a dad. Corporate, khaki, shirts instead of tshirts and this made me look older. That's what people told me these days are well like a young man. I wear tight clothes I wear, fitting clothes, Swaggy things just so I can look and this I think has increased my sexual capital. I think I used to dress up before because I was young. Clothing made me look at least 5+ years older than I was. Realised guys did not want to fuck a 21 y/o 😅
How do I protect myself?
Honestly, this is my biggest fear however I have taken prep every day and times they take two times in a day. The funniest thing is that in the orgies I attended, I never got any STI. I literally get an STI from fucking bottoms who are one on one. One bottom in particular from South Africa right is in Riara Road when I fucked him he insisted on wearing a condom but I told him I want raw. Two days later, I am at the fucking hospital. I thought him wanting condoms meant he was scared I was sick turns out its the other way round. I also noticed he has a lot partners becuase after I fucked him, a week later some guy asks if I want a 3sum and he sends the same guys pic. I felt like he is transmitting STIs willingly.
I think honestly bottoms are carriers of a lot of infections but they just don't know it so maybe I myself I'm also getting these infections but I can't be sure unless Trump tells me that they've gotten an STI. However my friend has told me about Doxy prep which I did not know was being given in Kenya.
To be honest, my biggest fear is to get HIV. HPV can be cured even though it takes time. But HIV has no cure and it needs to death. That is why I take prep every day. Every other disease is controllable.
Why am I sharing this?
Honestly, I don't know. I guess I want people to realise that there is a whole new world out there for sex. For those people who are sexually fluid or sexually curious you can't have a lot of sex and I wouldn't want anyone to feel limited to that partners.
I am writing this for myself who when he was 18 he decided he's not going to bottom anymore. That he was done with what I mean because it's not fun anymore. I'm writing also for the tops who feel ashamed that they like to take dick. This is actually very funny because I fucked so many tops to the point that I don't get why we are limited to roles.
What is next?
Going to Mombasa in 2-3 weeks and I know for a fact nitapanga roster since I know so many guys there. Naomba mniombee.
After that, I want to go for 2 months no sex since I feel like it is distracting me a lot. I have some goals for the year so I want to spend 2 months locked in doing 12 hour days just working.
Any questions? Let me know what you want me to talk about.
Pray for me guys