Feeling bad for being non-sharing
LOOK! My f/o isn’t rlly that common for other ppl to yume with. He’s kind of a controversial character to selfship with because of his age and backstory.
So y’know, when I was 14 and getting called out on Insta for self shipping with Ortho Shroud, I kind of thought I was the only one. And I did feel a bit special cause I felt like no one rlly loves him like I do cause most of the fandom sees him as “little brother” or “my son”.
But I did stumble on another Ortho self shippers page today. They started posting ortho selfship content last month. And I don’t know why but I feel bad. I’ve loved ortho for almost 4 years and had to go through posts and msgs of ppl who didn’t like me because of that. Ppl who saw me differently all because I love a fictional android boy.
I’ve spent money on him, not just on merchandise, but on art comms and on special occasions. Most of my family and friends know that I just love him. I love him a lot.
I don’t want to think too much abt it. I just kind of wanted some sort of outlet to let this all out