u/Nearby_Bad5002

I made something stupid and need some advice, please

Hello, it's 9:30pm aprox right now. I have been tapering Clonazepam for 9 months now and since last monday, my dose is 0.5. I usually take it about this hour, before going to sleep

Today I made the fucking stupid decision of taking crushed ER Morphine (MST Continus 30mg) that belonged to my mom before dying for the first (and last) time at 2:50pm aprox. It expired 2 years ago ffs. I have no excuse other than I was tired of feeling like crap.

The thing is, can I take my daily dose of clonazepam? Should I delay or skip it? I still feel dizzy and sleepy, not as much as when the MST hit, but I do.

Thank you in advance.

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u/Nearby_Bad5002 — 4 days ago

Feeling awful the morning after tapering clonazepam?

Hello. I started tapering clonazepam last summer, switching to drops (0.10 x drop). The initial dose was 1mg every night. I had to stop the taper on Christmas because I couldn't deal with the wd while working on a specific project, but now that I finished it, I am doing it again (after some relapses, sadly 😓).

The thing is my memory is terrible and I can't really recall if it's normal to feel awful the morning after lowering the dose (from 6 to 5 drops). I feel somehow this is my fault by anticipating, and tbh I was anxious about it, but I fell asleep pretty quickly. The thing is that I kept having these uncomfortable and repetitive dreams where I feel I am more awake than slept, and I woke up feeling worthless and exhausted.

I expected feeling awful idk, the day after this one, and I wonder if I could have done something different or if it's completely normal.

Sorry if I sound repetitive, I feel like my brain feels like a swamp and my English is rusty af.

I wish you your best on your recovery and thanks for reading.

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u/Nearby_Bad5002 — 11 days ago