At least, something like that. I think she had brown/red/pink hair, and white cloth that showed some midriff, don’t remember much else. Either the male protagonist bought her freedom, or bought her as a slave but just treated her better. Mainly I remember a scene of her spinning around happily. Setting was medieval-ish, and the anime is probably 2010 or later.
Heptapods from Arrival
Eridians from Hail Mary
Shin Godzilla (Shin Godzilla) - grotesque evolution, hurts to exist, severely deformed, bleeds everywhere, almost turned into several smaller zombie-kaijus.
Clover (Cloverfield) - mainly seen from on-the-ground shaky cam, disturbing proportions, weird ass head, and that’s just a baby apparently
The Horned Serpent (Monument Mythos) - primary antagonist of the analog horror series, almost planet-sized, apparently it was once George Washington
Cthulhu (Lovecraft) - P̶h̶'̵n̵g̷l̷u̴i̶ ̸m̴g̵l̷w̴'̶n̷a̶f̵h̷ ̶C̷t̵h̷u̴l̴h̵u̷ ̷R̶'̶l̵y̵e̵h̷ ̴w̵g̷a̷h̶'̷n̶a̵g̶l̶ ̴f̸h̸t̴a̷g̴n̷
Rather, precisely because it’s not the default preference, it makes self-insertion fascinating and confusing to imagine. I’m not trying to “fix” anything when I do it, more like I’m trying to prod at my limits, or observe my reactions to what I assume allosexuals like.
By default, I respond best to illustrations, anime/manga, or my own imagined fantasies, where I’m not present at all. But sometimes, I try to watch live-action POV porn, or try to imagine a realistic first-person scenario where it’s actually me, like I’m running a test.
Often it can still turn me on to some level if I focus enough on the partner, instead of the fact that I’m in the scene. The more I do the latter, the less it’s arousing, but it’s still fascinating to try. Sometimes weird stuff happens like… I’m watching POV porn but it gets hotter when I imagine a third-person perspective, or imagine a second guy in the scene. Or, I’m imagining sex with a woman who’s yelling my name, but it immediately gets hotter when she says someone else’s name.
To me the part of it that kinda works is having a more agentic role in touching her a certain way, and making her feel a certain way, although it only works with real-looking people. The part where I’m averse, is imagining eye contact, imagining the logistics or the before-after, and especially imagining her touching me in turn.
Curious if y’all run similar “experiments” or if you’re totally averse to it?
Owl (Sekiro)
Letho (The Witcher 2)
Dorian Kaioh (Baki)
Fuck MMA math I’m doing MMA calculus 😤
The main girl was just an ordinary schoolgirl, and she had a younger brother. However the anime was mainly about this other woman with short blonde hair, maid dress or some other formal dress, might have been an alien or something, and she lived in the same house as the other two and their mom.
It was kind of a random absurdist type of comedy. I remember one gag where she summoned/announced a train that came out of nowhere, like twice in one scene. She also had a voice that sounded weirdly granny-like. There was no fanservice, and the main blonde woman wasn’t provocatively designed at all, but I remember lots of inappropriate jokes.
One of the episodes they were looking for this other disguised alien, and I think that’s who she hit with the train in the aforementioned scene.
Have you ever been told this? I get where it is coming from, but I also find it absurd.
A billion virgins around the world know perfectly well that partnered sex is something they want, and will actively fantasize about self-inserted scenarios they’d like to experience one day.
I know perfectly well that I am not one of them. I don’t see masturbation as second to sex at all, I could stay a virgin into my 50s and be happy. The idea of treating someone as a “test run” for my sexuality, or risking STDs/pregnancy to confirm what I already know, is fucked up to me.
At the same time I get that as a virgin I don’t truly know what it’s like. I may not understand how hard the oxytocin hits you, or what the textures and smells of sex are. But am I crazy to like… “know” it won’t change my mind? Me, with my own body, having partnered sex and doing all the touching and being touched (especially the latter) does NOT line up with what turns me on. Am I just being naive?
Just some confusing reflections I’d like insight into. To clarify, I do still enjoy porn/erotica/fantasizing, I’m usually only turned on with a detached observer perspective, and I do have certain body types I find arousing (though it also takes the extra spark of imagining/viewing that character in certain dynamics).
However when it comes to actual attraction, I’m split. As a straight guy, I can really find certain women’s face+hair combo super cute, the way they laugh, maybe their accent, and also what their overall physique looks like *with clothes on*. I can also feel romantic attraction when talking to nice women my age, and sometimes I even enjoy flirting. Now when it comes to sexual stuff, it feels like a totally different sphere. And it is, I know, but… like for me they rarely complement each other.
For example: I find a girl pretty, but then I see her bikini pics on socials.
Another example: I find an actor gorgeous in one movie, then in another movie she has a sex scene.
Examples like these don’t add to how I saw them before, make them any more attractive, or draw me to them further. At best, if it is the type of body I find sexy in fantasies, then it could be erotic fuel or make me curious to see more. But it’s a very different feeling and not what I’d describe as “attraction”.
I have no frame of reference for what sexual attraction is supposed to feel like for allosexuals, as I can only know and describe how I feel. Does any of this sound familiar, or am I misunderstanding what true sexual attraction is supposed to feel like?