I hate myself so much I don’t even want to leave the house
It’s so embarrassing to admit, but I really really hate myself. I feel so ugly and insecure everywhere I go. I go to work, and I’m the only one there with disgusting acne and terrible skin. I go to school, and every girl I see it so beautiful without even having to try or wear any makeup. Im embarrassed that I wear makeup because it makes it obvious that I put effort in my appearance to no avail. My nose is too big, my jaw and my face shape are unfortunate, my eyes are crooked, I have horrible smile lines. I look like such a man without my fake eyelashes on. I cry so often about my appearance, I want to be pretty so badly. I know most people are insecure about how they look, but I don’t even want to leave my house. I feel it deep in my bones whenever someone looks at me, I just want to be a shut it so no one has to see my awful face. I wish I could get plastic surgery more than anything, I fantasize about it every single day.