I’m not trans but I want to bind my chest?[17 AFAB]
Hi! I don’t know if this is the right place to ask, but I’m really confused and I was wondering if anyone has felt similar. I used to have a very large chest (like a g cup but I am a size s or xs so proportionally it was pretty crazy)but I got a reduction surgery last year and now I am like a b cup. I always hated my chest and compressed it or tried to hide it, but I thought I was just because it was so large. Now it is smaller, I am so so so much happier, but I have all these thoughts super frequently about wanting to have a flat chest. I also have defined hips, and I wish I could get rid of them. I think I identify with being a girl (which I have been from birth) but recently I used medical wrap to make my chest entirely flat, and I stared in the mirror for like an hour and it felt what I think people describe as euphoric. Does this mean I am trans? I am a teen btw so sorry if any of this is an insensitive tone, I don’t have anyone irl who I can talk to about this. I feel like this isn’t normal to want, or to think about this much, but I can’t stop. Nothing against being trans ofc I just don’t think I am but what if I’m wrong???? Pls pls pls share advice or experiences