u/NegativeEntr0py

I’ve been getting that familiar feeling over the past few weeks. This life is really really hard. I’ll do what I usually do and stay distracted and busy. I’ll work a lot, try to fix things that are broken or plan future trips to new places. Maybe call my old friend from HS and catch up. I usually just kind of recognize that I’m lonely and that I’m feeling unwanted and I just kind of let it sit and suppress it so that it doesn’t take over because I know it will if I don’t. At some point it will fade to be a small occasional whisper instead of a constant loud yelling. I don’t think I’m near that place yet though.