u/Neugiermeister

When the lights turn off, I think that it's fairly irrelevant to the people who run...

^((My keyboard seems to be pretty haunted)^)

I began building it yesterday, but stopped when trying to connect some wires due to the lack of light (daylight had gone and my shadow was blocking the room light when looking into the unit).

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Today I managed to get more done, but randomly partway through I started crying and had to take a break; I was using a mobile assistant (for some reason naming it prevents posting) to help me since I have trouble following videos, and it figured that I was just being massively overstimulated and that it was common with people with autism/ADHD (I have both). After a half-hour break and some food I felt better, and continued with it for another five hours until I spent an hour having dinner.

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I then return, continue until I've reached a point where a component ordered from Amazon is needed and is meant to arrive tomorrow, and stop for the night as it's also 1:00.

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Despite stopping whilst fully stable, I then for some reason begin to feel extremely heavy emotionally and then start silently crying for no clear reason, the only assumption being some kind of backlash from it being overwhelming despite not feeling it during the process.

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As well as confused as to what's going on I also feel extremely pathetic as I'm a 25 year old man crying in bed after simply part-building a computer.