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u/NewStrawberry571

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▲ 9 r/CancertheCrab

Left a shituationship that I've been ranting about over here for a year

Thank God, I left a narcissist. I no longer feel boxed on a role of being only sexualized and not love. It feels so freeing. He no longer hovers and orbits around me after a very mean confrontation. I let him think he's a victim and I'm the fault for the fall on relationship. He was still talking to his ex while pursuing me, he might have been doing that to me through the end of relationship.

I feel bad for whoever the new girl is. But at least I no longer feel boxed on a shitty role and feel free to pursue whatever I want without someone telling me everyday they don't like me or feeling shitty all the damn time.

I'm a cancer woman and I was on a journey of healing and happened to meet/reconnected with him. He was so unhealed kind of a Leo man, he was so draining, lot of wounds, fears, and abandonment issue that affected me so much.. he has a lot of unhealthy behaviors, mindset, and habits that he projected on me.

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u/NewStrawberry571 — 1 day ago
▲ 72 r/CancertheCrab

I want a boyfriend, I want to be in a relationship. I badly want to be wifed up 😭

I'm tired of all the boys always not ready or confused about commitment with me, always leading me on. Idk anymore. I am always only sexualized and discarded. I have never been in a relationship and I wanted to be in one so much. I want to talk to someone everyday about my day, about what I am doing, about my future, love, care, adore, and support each other. Reciprocal energy.

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u/NewStrawberry571 — 1 month ago
▲ 22 r/CancertheCrab

I really really badly want to move on from someone, and I hate that I still feel pain about the situation.

How can I move on and no longer feel this way? T_T

Any tips!?

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u/NewStrawberry571 — 1 month ago
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8th house and 7th house synastry is wild. Both of our feelings were real but we just couldn't get past the pain and hurt we inflicted to each other now and 5 years ago. What do you think of our synastry?

We met when I was 18 and he's 23 through tinder. We were long distance and he only led me on and used me for 9 months, I eventually found out that he is seeing someone seriously that he met during his work trip. I ended things between us and in retaliation for the pain and hurt, I warned the girl about his manipulative tendencies. He berated me and discarded me like I was just nothing. They got together seriously (I also got to be with someone else after 2 months which eases my pain) but she only used him and cheated on him after 3 years. Well, that was his karma.

He came back last year to try things differently but things were basically just the same (esp. his behaviors of disappearance after sexting) and it became a toxic cycle and dynamic we couldn't get past. He said he just got out of the relationship and didn't want to get into a relationship but would talk about meeting up, intimacy, begging as he wanted to be with me, feeling guilty and missing me, and bothering me for the last 6 months (Aug to Jan). He was overall confusing. I can let go of the past but damn his behaviors now. I just can't.

It's been 66 days since we last talked and it didn't end well. I can see the music about his mistakes, regrets, and being his personal own enemy that he listened to on his Spotify as I have his account and I can tell he's been getting depressed for the last 2 months already. Don't know if it's about me, her, or his mistakes. He has his sun and mercury in my 8th house and his Venus and Mars in my 7th house. I truly want him (or maybe what he has) but I know I deserve better so I backed away. I think I'm over him already, I no longer feel inlove or whatsoever yet I had a dream about him last night. What do you think of our synastry?

u/NewStrawberry571 — 1 month ago