Going day 2, had an urge, I resisted it but gave in shortly after, so I opened the tab, and watched pics for less than a minute. And then, I don't know why, I suddenly fought it and closed the tab. Now I'm writing here, and even though I've not relapsed, I'm afraid : will I get strong urges today because of that ???
Yesterday evening, I had an urge. It was telling me to relapse to some fantasy, yet I resisted all evening
I was so proud of me, it was the first time I resisted an urge like that (moreoever in the evening, when it's harder)
But I woke up this morning far too early, and spent two hours gooning then relapsing
Now, of course, I feel like shit
What can I do ?
I was fighting for almost an hour against an urge. It was telling me to watch porn about a strong fantasy of mine.
I was desperate. I thought I would relapse. The urge was so strong I almost wanted to relapse. But, I don't even know why, I went to our sub, and scrolled for a minute or two. And it broke the urge. Just reading stories of people who made it, some who didn't, and of all those who were fighting while I was too, feeling that I was not alone, it... it saved me this time.
Someone once told me this on this sub :
"it's easier to cave rather than stick to your goals. Now don't relapse and keep going."
At first, I thought the guy was really harsh and rough. But he was just saying the bare truth.
It's easier to relapse. And it's rough to resist. But that's what we do.
It's been thirty minutes, my brain desperately wants me to watch porn and to relapse to some fantasy of mine, and though I've resisted all this time, I'm afraid I'll relapse, please brothers, help me
The urge is strong and I'm bored, help guys plz
I'm afraid I will relapse I'm gonna do some push ups
The urges are striking hard again, I've been fighting all day, and now it comes "why not, you could relapse" please help me
I haven't fapped this morning, I'm so motivated about getting rid of this curse. I wanna do hundred of useful things instead of gooning.