GBL after 5 mg Valium -51 hours later
Hi dear community,
So first of all, sorry for the potential English mistakes -not my mother tongue...
I'm addicted to GBL. Usually take it to sleep and redose. I could definitely take it at daytime, but of course lessen the dose not to pass out if it hits while in public -you should know by now how embarrassing it is...
The matter is that 2 days ago -on August, 5th-, I took a 5 mg Valium like at 5 am. Because of that, and as I've read Valium can stay in your blood up to 100 hours (?), the idea of having any GHB these days has been giving me so much anxiety cause I don't wanna die. Therefore, I haven't got any g since then, even if by now nearly 48 hrs have passed by.
Now the withdrawal is being hard. I'm meeting my aunt later this morning, at 8:30 am -important visit to the doctor-, and I'm feeling tempted to have maybe 1-2 ml of GBL. Would it be safe? -51 hrs will have been passed by then since the Valium.
Also, if I decide to keep redosing during the day, just lessening doses, but fall asleep all of a sudden, would it be dangerous -CNS depression, respiratory problems...?
I would like to end by pointing out that tonight (1 am), I've had my 150 mg Lyrica pill, as the withdrawal and anxiety are being just too much. Can't sleep as yesterday I slept all day long on 1 Lyrica pill plus 1 glass of alcohol -35 % alcohol. Also because I was having insomnia and I was just too tired.
To sum up, can I take g by 8 am, when the Pregabalin is supposed to be gone, and not sure about the Valium...?
As I can't sleep tonight, moderate g doses could make me eventually fall asleep later today as I will be too tired by a point. Should I avoid GHB today? The idea of still having Valium in blood makes me feel terrified -it could sound funny, but I don't wanna die while sleeping, and I'm sure most of you don't want to ,either...
Many thanks in advance! 😉