u/Nimmeron

This is an old fic that I remember stumbling upon online ages ago. It was hosted on its author’s own website and it was VERY dark. Basically Harry agreed to be trained to defeat Voldemort but it turns out he’s signing up to be experimented on and abused by Snape and others to turn him into the perfect soldier, including activating latent Incubus heritage in his heritage that leads to Snape and others sexually abusing him to feed him.

He regains control and flees to Voldemort and begs for protection and ultimately joins his side as Lord Xanatos (iirc), and he and Voldemort proceed to kidnap his former friends who it turns out all pretty much turned on him. He leaves Remus alive but locked up as a dog to redeem himself, and he lets Neville and Luna go live new, free lives far away. But everyone else he and Voldemort torture to death.

The fic ends with them subduing and defeating Dumbledore. I also recall a recurring thing where either Draco or Lucius keep walking in on them having sex.

Apologies for the low-res image but I only have the Kindle version of it anymore so this is the best I can do. But do you remember your first Star Trek book? Mine was this - The Romulan Stratagem. This would have been back in 2001 or 2002, when I was 11 or 12 and attended a small Episcopalian school in Oklahoma City. My literature teacher kept a bookcase full of sci-fi and fantasy books from her home in the back of the room and one day I finally pulled the trigger and grabbed one to read.

I am a child of TNG - I grew up watching the reruns on TNN and Spike, I used to “play Star Trek” with my brother where we’d rearrange our parents’ sectional into the various bridge consoles and engineering panels as we rushed to fix the power systems so we could defeat [insert TNG/DS9 baddies here]. Hell, I even remember playing the crap out of a TNG pinball machine that was at a laundromat in Denver we used one day while out there on vacation

But this book really opened my eyes to the expanded world of written trek. Is it particularly great? No. But to this day it hits that nostalgia button in my mind just right.

Looking For Fic: Harry Joins Voldemort

Well he’s not wrong

Do you remember your first?