u/Nine_Cael-Amori

Solid CV Pero it's so hard to land a job

Sorry hnd Naka all caps ung mga abbreviations, ayaw kc Ni sub-reddit hahahaha anw

Mga related nmn mga inapplyan ko, nakaka halos 50+ na applications Nako online .... Hindi ko na Alam gagawin ko? WhT am I doing wrong? Saan ba dapat mag-apply? I tried mga job apps,mga mismong app and site Ng companies, private, and governments. Paano gagawin? Mas maganda ba face to face application ? Kaso how would I know? Graduate Sa PUP. Pero hnd nmn KC naturo pano mabuhay Sa corporate world. Nakakaloka. Hirap pa kc AuDHD. Pero social-wise issue lng Yan. Walang konek Sa skills and knowledge ko. So what's wrong?

Ayoko na night-shift BPO na CSR lalo na voice. Naospital Nako Sa stress. Lowballed pa sahod like 20% lng Ng market value. Not worth it.

Goal: government offices, or at least day shift BPO na BA or something.

Paano ba maghanap Ng work efficiently? Or any other advice on what to do? I'm just shooting my shot everywhere. Parang shotgun. Nakakaloka.

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u/Nine_Cael-Amori — 6 days ago

Coz business and corporate and all this things require people to be boring. That's why.

Also, all our "disabilities" are a result of how this world is set-up. In truth, it's not really a disability. And it got me thinking, can't we just build like a country for all neurodivergent? Without the neurotypical rules etc. :3

I'm so tired of all this. I have perpetual burnout.

u/Nine_Cael-Amori — 15 days ago

Trigger warning ⚠️ meltdown, mention of sui**** and pat** etc

it hurts like you have broken leg and have internal bleeding. it can lead to meltdowns (that neurotypical people call "nagwawala/tantrums Ng autistics")

If prolonged, it can manifest in physical body like being unable to breathe, dizziness, panghihina ng katawan, reduced immunity, etc.

But, regular doctors or even psychologist are unable to fully grasp this, especially in high functioning adult. Gusto kasi Nila Makita muna na nagdudugo kana or patay kana para pansinin ka e.

Kaya madaming gustong saktan ang sarili Nila or worse suicide. not because they want to hurt themselves, not because they want to die per se, but because the pain inside is worse than all those physical pain ska mas intindihin pa Sila Ng mga Tao kesa sabihan na maarte Lang or nagiinarte lng or tamad Lang or kulang lng Sa pansin. not knowing na before it comes to this, sobrang dami na nating tiniis.

u/Nine_Cael-Amori — 15 days ago

I would love to, and I don't mind, actually.

Pero nakakalungkot lang kasi I dunno how to help in any other way? Even with this issue.

Blurred for their privacy and hand for size comparison. Ganyan sya dumating. So small and dilapidated. Ung 2 pa walamg sticker (I don't mind, hnd ko lng malaman anong product un until I messaged them) Pero hahahhaa natawa nlng Ako kasi super ganyan sya Naka sealed nmn lahat, and may fragile sticker and madaming bubble wrap.

Context: this one is from Kalinga, I'm in QC. I understand na it's so init and it's so layo pa, so natunaw ung chocolates. This costs me 2,500+ in total. Nalungkot lng Ako with how small this is. Taste-wise it's mid. So I get na mahirap sya i-market and it doesn't help na andameng tax and everything na nagpapahirap Sa mga small and medium enterprises Kaya hnd Nila mabenta Ng mas affordable with the quality. No, I didn't ask for refund or anything coz I totally understand. But heck, the system that makes this this is really really sad.

Ano ba pilipinas! It boils down to politics talaga. Pls pls maawa kayo bumoto kayo ng tama.

Edit: yes, I did inform the seller but I didn't ask for anything in return sabe ko just to let them know para if may workaround sila moving forward.

u/Nine_Cael-Amori — 18 days ago