Second post of the day to tell you, it is possible to heal. Tw, near d3ath
I am 3 months b/p free. After 3 yrs in this hell that was taking away my life. Near d34th twice (potassium <1.5) and much more you guys KNOW the deal. I went through a ton of refeeding phases (yup even the edema that makes you ironically relapse because of body image so u get worse to lose the weight and then worsen it and swell more and etc) the whole nine yard. The entire horror movie. My body is literally looking better than ever (even when thats the last thing to pay attention to in this seriousness, i celebrate because I suffered too much with this its my first time having my desired body without an ed.) and much more other wins like normal hunger cues, sleeping with a full stomach without wanting to 💀, functioning with my work and relationships while being more present and energetic. the "nervosa" part of an ed is still not healed or perfect or where i want it to be but I am out of the danger and life consuming stage. And you can do it too i know you can. I promise you.