u/No-Action578

▲ 15 r/bulimia

Second post of the day to tell you, it is possible to heal. Tw, near d3ath

I am 3 months b/p free. After 3 yrs in this hell that was taking away my life. Near d34th twice (potassium <1.5) and much more you guys KNOW the deal. I went through a ton of refeeding phases (yup even the edema that makes you ironically relapse because of body image so u get worse to lose the weight and then worsen it and swell more and etc) the whole nine yard. The entire horror movie. My body is literally looking better than ever (even when thats the last thing to pay attention to in this seriousness, i celebrate because I suffered too much with this its my first time having my desired body without an ed.) and much more other wins like normal hunger cues, sleeping with a full stomach without wanting to 💀, functioning with my work and relationships while being more present and energetic. the "nervosa" part of an ed is still not healed or perfect or where i want it to be but I am out of the danger and life consuming stage. And you can do it too i know you can. I promise you.

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u/No-Action578 — 4 days ago

Random/Niche astrology observations/takes

Okay so dont take it too collectively obviously im doing this for fun also i am very intuitive so you can it as a passive mental note/sign for the week

• hey water moon aspecting pluto what new niche thing are we ruminating about for the next two weeks before clarity jumps in to tell you you're a freak?
• Sagittarius moon were not saying you're bad at asking for help were saying you never ask for help for what you actually need help with and thats why you not being helped or feel healthy with your vulnerability
• no one and i mean no one is as paranoid as you virgo rising, so here's something you win a prize for, atleast that should do something to you. Or doesn't it?
• hey pisces rising yes its okay to rest instead of being in a terrible mood because you're stuck between three million decisions. No i promise you are not missing out.
• hey 8th houser in an air sign did you know that not every thing being said to you is an attack towards you or a means to tell you that you are not doing enough? also i promise you you dont need to be strong we SEE IT
• a difficult Jupiter is 10 times more vicious and evil than a normal Saturn moment any day.
• Libra stelliums can either build an empire or create war. Direct your energy towards good so we can all stop suffering. Yes you can do it
• Cancer risings your round face is not a problem and it will never be. Yes you can wear your hair up
• the "aura" us scorpio risings have is pure energy. And energy doesn't lie. Thats it theres nothing more to it. Its not because our eyes are piercing yeah eyes r magnetic but thats just energy, many other risings have bold eyes or sexy body language.
• Aries placements are not babies or immature they're just brave and leading enough to be whimsical and thats a gift society has stigmatized.
• 12th housers get a rep for delusion when its literally just spirituality that intimidates people. 12 housers i know you feel like everyone is an npc and thats okay
• taurus you make it all look so easy so forgive us if we don't know you're struggling but we need to know how. Sagittarius we can see you're suffering hang in there
• Leo suns i know you don't mean to leave anyone out and that you will crash out if i told you that you sometimes do and i know you have a good argument that you'll make me listen to but I don't want to and thats okay.
• gemini anything cant shut up but have you heard Aquarius sun monologues?
• Capricorn mars deserve the same rep scorpio mars get for you know what.
• if you have any well aspected or retrograde personal planet or Jupiter in the 3rd/12th. Fix your self concept and watch your dream life come to you faster than anyone.
Id love to do more later if i feel like it.

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u/No-Action578 — 2 months ago