u/No-Baseball6845

I don't even know why I'm writing this, I guess I just don't have anyone to talk to about this. My boyfriend asked for a threesome. I agreed at first because I was kinda into the idea and wanted to experiment (I had never sexually been with anyone but him) and after some time he told me he had a friend who also was into that stuff, They had known each other for years and she had apparently said told him he was into that stuff. I felt a little awkward about how it happened but I agreed. now the rest of this may sound a little confusing but while we were taking about this over the phone he was texting her and hung up on me at one point to talk to her. BUT HE LIED ABOUT IT. he said it was a "guy friend" when it was her. He told me it was her later and apologized for lying. But my trust was still broken.

The girl ended up backing out of it since she felt like it would make their friendship weird since they've known each other since middle school. which was fine, we didn't have a conversation about it again

that was a month ago, fast forward to now we are on the phone together and they are texting I can hear his ringtone going off over and over again and he's honest about its her when I ask but quickly tells me he has to call her to give her advice on something and it all happened so fast.

He dropped everything to call her, it was less than 10 seconds and he was gone and on the phone with her. I feel so insecure, it doesn't help that she overall looks better than me. I don't even know why I am writing this, I don't think I'm in the wrong but every time I tell him how I feel about her he just feeds me the same bullshit "your the only one I love". I don't believe it anymore. Now he's calling me again and I don't want to answer I have nothing more to say. all I feel hurt and hate for myself.

Im sorry if this sucks and my writing is awful, I just need to know that someone out there maybe is listening.

Hi there! this is a super awkward question but I don't have any friends or family I can talk to about this and google isn't much help. Im 17 and today while having sex with my boyfriend I started bleeding like a lot, he noticed right away because it was reverse cowgirl and upon further expectation it was a TON of blood, it was right at the bottom of the opening to my vagina, they best way I could describe it is as if I had taken scissors and cut it, it feels different too. There was no fingers or anything that would have cut me. At first I thought it was my hymn broke but I've had sex multiple times (very rough as well) and have never bled so much. it concerned me because it hurt very badly when I went to the bathroom (now is mostly sore and doesn't hurt) and it smelled very strong, not like normal vagina smell but like iron like to the point it filled the room. It has since stopped, I have left it alone and it didn't bled later on when we had sex after the incident.

I would just like to know is this normal? should I be worried? and how can I make sure it never happens again?

Overview of important info- wasnt using a condom, we had just started having intercourse, it was my first time trying reverse cowgirl. looked like my vagina hole was cut, very iron smelling blood