u/No-Border-2529

Ive pushed it to the max this time around and im feeling whatevers been testing my endurance is almost completed.Finito.History.

I can also accept challenges to see how to resolve situations differently and learn what i havent before esp if its a repeated issue.Im a machine.Built to last

Ive been reading into this energy and honestly its been making me a more sharper and corrected person.Its true, having lashed out a few times thinking it will never be over but now its light at the end of the tunnel..

This goes for my other school of fish out there.

Hang in there.Things will start picking up again and youll come out a better person than before.

I cut down smoking and drinking for the last 3 months and thought i would never slow down anytime soon then the magic happened.All in this retrograde.

Just got a job after 3 months of waiting and really that was by chance.I was going in the same job i applied for 3 months ago just to get water to get hydrated when the manager saw me coincidentally and asked If i still wanted the job.I accepted it but on my terms of still wanting to leave the US and we agreed.

I did get into a small debt issue but nothing that soon cant be resolved.

I feel like sometimes you do have to trust the process and allow life to flow on its own timing.

Think of it like this..your in a long line waiting to get called on and your kind of in a rush at that moment..You either stay in that same line and wait your turn and learn patience or you leave and come back and have to start over again waiting.

The possibility with starting over again is by chance they could be closed that day or wait in an even longer line.Its also a chance that line could be short and your wait is less.Think about it.

Why step out of line when sometimes you could just learn to accept the process for what it is?

You picked that time to show up.You cant complain when its possibly people that feel the same way you do on that same day.

I mean look,the year started off great with me living overseas..then all of sudden once my phone got broke,it went down hill from then until now. 3 months per issue..good and bad.

So in retrospect, your just a small fish in a big pond..its others that come before you and after you.

Take it with a grain of salt..As long as you maintain balance and dont act or do anything out of character that could cost you your freedom or availability once the circle comes full scale,it will only make you more aware and focused.

No relationships,sex,drugs, no attachments,no kids,no distractions..

Liberating..so its up from here and yes.im open to making new (female)friends on this journey esp when i return back overseas soon.

Just one last thing..Always bring the sweets with you in life.Cheesecake,apple pie,double chocolate cake ice cream top with caramel and cinnamon crumbs..

Im here for it all day..Love yall and dont let a few minor issues stop you from seeing major progress. Its UP!!!!

2/25

Advice:Learn to take breaks in life and get back to you. Who you were before the chaos.

Those good memories,nostalgia and smell the roses why your still allowed to

Love your energy,love those curves,Love the loyalty and your sex drive.Love your intelligence,Love your exquisite nature and Love your conversation.

Love your taste in music and love your badness.

Beautiful Aries woman,where are you?

Original Version

I just have to except the fact that somehow, I asked for this manifestation of normalcy. I just couldn't see that even though I would think that if everything was going right ultimately and that is... what i think was so called right. Money was flowing, nice relationships and had a decent outlook on things, peaceful, scenic and serene I would find a way to articulate life from this into a way to be so out of the box and think it could have been different and not see it for what it really is and appreciate it just one way all the time... I mean i try to define things by the overall outcome of what the general basis of happiness should look like and still, it doesn't seem like it's enough. It's always the thrill of the challenge, the feelings going through it and the excitement of the unknown. I'm guessing as a Pisces, we are considered time travelers and seeing the what ifs for what they really are.

(A.i Modified)

I just have to accept the fact that, somehow, I asked for this version of normalcy. I didn’t realize that even when everything seemed to be going right—money flowing, good relationships, a decent outlook on life, peaceful, scenic, and serene—I’d still find a way to think outside the box and imagine how things could have been different, instead of simply appreciating them for what they were. I tend to define life by the overall outcome of what happiness is “supposed” to look like, yet it never seems to be enough. It’s always about the thrill of the challenge, the emotions along the way, and the excitement of the unknown. Maybe it’s the Pisces in me, the so-called time traveler, always seeing the “what ifs” for what they really are.

Realizing more than ever that less is more

Im over standing the reason why living overseas in some countries is better..

No real technology interferences, not a lot of corner stores or Walmarts etc filled with unnecessary and overpriced items.

Communities are small and integrated.

Culture is living. Food is healing and men and women appreciate each other's presence.

Why in the hell would I want to be blindsided by the over indulging of US gluttony?

Overreacting,over reaching, overpriced and overwhelmed way of keeping up with the Jones? Or better yet the Kardashians?

Mixologist of racism, complaining ass people who are never satisfied and disrespectful people who never know what's the resolve?

Don't you get tired of trying to stay sane in a country full of idiots who think to highly of themselves?

Please get over yourself and go farther than your four corners and see that you will be appreciated especially if your ethnic and see that a trap is what you decided to accept.

I guess you are what you eat or rather accept.

You can't possibly think that everyone else outside of your surroundings thinks the same as you?

Please learn that ultimately you really don't need all that extra shi to be happier in life

Never lose touch with reality.

It's in your DNA to adapt 🧬