Struggling to deal with my daughter not being with me everyday
My daughter (2) and I (31M) were on vacation in Türkiye for 5 weeks. Her mother, my fiancee was supposed to come to us week 3 in so we can spend 2 weeks together on vacation and explore the country. She didn't come earlier due to work. She ended up not coming and cancelling her ticket which was very upsetting.
We came back yesterday morning and not even an 10min after my fiancee picked us up and dropped us off at home she took my daughter and left the house without saying a word and did not come back. 30min later the police were at my door and served me a TRO for an argument that we have had previously, nothing physical id never do such a thing but just a verbal argument. She ripped my daughter away from me and acted like nothing was going on during the car ride back, hugging me, kissing me, rubbing my back saying she couldn't wait for us to be home, that she loved me. Everything she did was premeditated and I am beside myself spiraling. I don't know where my daughter is, I can't see her or speak to her and all I can think about is her. I don't know who will be looking after her while her mom is at work. I am not doing okay at all. Please, tell me this will get better somehow or I'm having a bad dreaming. I just want my baby girl back holding my hand.
Struggling dad