Girlfriend moved back home after University.
My girlfriend was here for university, we met about a year and half ago both of us fully intending it just to be a one night thing, that developed into a more casual thing which developed into a relationship.
She was very upfront about going back to her home country once she graduated so we both knew this was happening the whole time but neither of us really processed it I think, it’s been less than a week since I left her at the airport and those first few days were awful with a few emotional breakdowns.
We’re technically not together anymore, she’s done long distance before and knows she can’t make it work and I know I’d never want that anyway. It’s just a wild feeling knowing that person I spent most of my time with is now at the other end of the world and somehow a year and a half felt like it went by in the blink of an eye.
I feel a bit better after letting my feelings out but it’s a strange not seeing her or hearing her, we both want to stay friends but I don’t know how that will work considering I was a secret boyfriend and the fact she barely has time to speak since she lives with her family and there’s 7 of them in the house.
I dunno I’ll guess just take it day by day and focus a bit more on my own well being.
Dinner was for burgers from the butcher with a smoked cheddar and chilis cheese thing.