my sister isnt telling my parents i do drugs
16 years old my sister is 20 we still live with our parents. ive been addicted to drugs since i was 13 i have barely been able to get sober only for a couple months.
yesterday i was visibly slurring and i couldnt walk or speak properly or hold myself together and she kept asking me. almost two years ago i overdose my parents kept me at home and didnt take me to the hospital and i think she found out. i come from a family of nonconfrontational people.
my family thinks ive been sober ever since i keep asking my dad for money we struggle with money we moved to new area but i still cant this trauma follows me wherever i go i make my friends sad even my new friendssive made everyone i know sad weve struggled to make new ones ever sinve we were little and all we have is eachother i dont know why is she scared to lose me if she is why doesnt she do anything
i cant tell my parents i used to self harm starting at 12
i told them at 13 and they barely did anything i dont trust doctors i told them
my dad told them about my drug addiction and they still gave me prescription stimulants that are abuseable and never screened me for adhd ive had mental ilness since i was 8 too chicken shit to kill myselr rven thougu i have a plan im sorry if this is annoyign just tell me im Helpless or something
we wanted to move to new jersey together but i think i will die before then i will never be able to go to fashion school or do cosmetology ive had so many dreams and everything ive had in life has been crushed by my mental disorders