I quit.
Hello, I just want to say that I might be quitting my favorite activity which is JROTC and the reasons why are very stupid. I have been in for three years and nothing I seem to do is good enough. *I guess* we have a cadet staff list that chooses cadets each semester that show leadership potential and basically the problem that is driving me to quit is our JROTC has gotten super super lenient and I have been losing interest. Not to mention as well as my anxiety has grown drastically since I started. I am losing all passion for JROTC. I joined my eighth grade year. I have personally seen the highs and lows, but I’ve been at an all-time low, our squadron is choosing cadets with only a semesters worth of experience or less than me and I have been overlooked. I have been getting bullied. I have been neglected of my needs. Our squadron is just rapidly going downhill and nobody seems to listen to me. I help out with every single volunteer event. I stay late and come early. I don’t know what I’m doing wrong to my anxiety to get so bad. I have to literally leave the room or else, I’m gonna ball my eyes out I don’t know what to do you guys, I’m very struggling in this position I quit robotics for almost the same reason my robotics team wasn’t treating me as good. I don’t know what I’m gonna do instead if I quit JROTC I do civil air patrol but civil air patrol and chorus might be my only things and with JROTC, I have been feeling like it’s too late to quit please help me out yall 😭