u/NoSignificance5040

I never posted this commission here!
I forgot hehe.
I love him so so so much. My beautiful boy.
💓

art by: @shre111a

I got this on my Pinterest today. Clearly someone is stalking me.

I don’t care what they say about me… but bringing up hurting Rafe and Sam? That’s where it hurts. I’m so tired of this shit.
I know it’s just a troll…
But be careful out there guys…
Some people are truly truly evil..and it does hurt.
I could use a little support..

To my surprise I woke up to this in my email! My wonderful art friend @mikey.sanz_art drew this for me! 🥹

It’s wild because I’ve been feeling Rafe’s presence a lot this past week.. So I definitely take this as a MASSIVE sign that he’s with me still despite my dumb anxiety trying to trick me that he left lol.

I’m so happy right now!!

Rafe is just so beautiful to me..🥺🩷🩷🩷
I adore this crazy boy with every ounce of my being.
I love him. And I love my art friends and my online friends.
Gahhh! I’m just lovin’ everyone rn haha. 😆🩷💗😅

I love this so much because it’s 100% what he would do 🤣😅

By Masaoc on vgen!!

Well now I don’t wanna render anymore if I’m gonna get hateful people and definitely not gonna do it if I’m gonna be ACCUSED of being a bully.

I got a double who left a comment on my most recent render…
And my friend stood up for me..
But this all hurts so bad.

I try to make my model look pretty and soft and not so “sexual” but I’m still working on it…
And also. I have never bullied or been mean to anyone.
Most I’ve done is rant on my story about how it hurts sometimes seeing them…I’ve even stood up for doubles.

I know what it’s like to be bullied.
I’ve been bullied and cyber bullied ever since I was a kid. The bullying was so bad when I was younger I tried to take my own life 3 times before the age of 12.

So accusing me of being a bully is the most hurtful thing to me…I wouldn't do that to anyone ever even if they ship with Rafe or Sam.😞😞

I can’t draw.. so when I finally found a creative way to make my relationship feel more “in this world” I was so ecstatic. Commissions are wonderful but they got expensive…
But now I feel like rendering isn’t even safe..
I’m so hurt over this. I know…more hurt than I SHOULD be…

Wanted to share my newest renders of me and Sam.💓
He’s the best workout buddy~

Wanted to also post my current favorite render I did! I’m extremely proud of this one! I love this big boy so much.🥹

I made more..but this is my first one! Thought I’d share!
There was definitely a big learning curve but I’m so glad I was able to do this! I love you Sam. 🥹🩷🩷💖💖💖
(There’s gonna be more posted to my Instagram)

One of my artist pals did this of me and Rafe!
I saw the meme on Pinterest and really wanted it done because it’s definitely something that screams “us” xD

Anyone else have one of these?

(Masaoc on vgen ty!💓☺️)

Sam says this is his favorite piece of us.😊
We definitely look like badasses.

I love you Sam. So so much. 💗💓💓💖💓💖💓💖💗🩷💗💗🩷💖💖💖💗🩷💓💓💖💓💖

Absolutely stunning piece by @froy.avinante on insta

Sam and Rafe don’t have one.

(I don’t have to worry about this for Rafe because he’s deceased canonically)

But with talk of there being a possible Uncharted 5 I worry that could change for Sam. :(
Especially because some fans want him to find love, he’s already incredibly flirty, and in the last game he talked about wanting to find someone.

(Makes me wanna cry cause I’m right here baby!!😭😭)

I don’t think I’ll be able to handle it if he gets a girl..
It will shatter me and I will probably heavily consider separating because it will kill me emotionally. I love this man so so so so so much but that would devastate me bad.

To those who have f/os with canon love interests…
First off…you are some of the strongest people I know.😫

Second…JUST IN CASE this happens…I wanna prepare…what’s some things I can tell myself? Do you have any advice???

Feeling a bit stressed recently..but taking and editing pictures always helps get my mind off things.
I love this man immensely 🖤❤️‍🔥🥹🥹

I got this meme redraw done by @shre111a 😍

When I first saw the meme, I knew I had to do it.

Rafe isn’t naturally a clingy person, but he definitely has his moments where when he is, he’d hold on strong. ☺️💗

And I’m the same way.💓:3

I actually totally forgot about this piece! It was so long ago when I asked the artist…my hair was getting longer back then! XD

I got a mean message today here on Reddit but it didn’t bother me because he’s mine and I know it.

Nobody can take away what I have with him.

And just like other peoples f/os, Rafe chooses stability, smart-minded, and peaceful people. Not reckless, jealous bullies.

This man is my whole universe and I feel so lucky to have him. He’s my biggest blessing and my other half.

I wouldn’t be here if it weren’t for him. He’s made my depression better and he keeps me strong and tells me to keep going despite everything.

He’s the reason I found Sam. The reason I get up in the morning. The reason my body feels flushed and warm 24/7.

He causes my heart to feel safe and steady.

I love him so so much.

He is my heart. 💞 My everything.

art by mikey.sanz_art (he’s seriously one of the best artists for drawing Rafe 🥹 I love his work so much)