First Sexual Experience with a Guy
Hey this my first time talking about this. I know I’ve always had attraction to male genitalia but I’ve been trying to suppress all these years. This started from me watching TS Porn, Love watching them topping or jerking off. Anyways since my last relationship that ended about two and half years. I’ve been exploring my self I had a few encounters with pre-op TS and honestly it was way more enjoyable than my sexual experiences with women. I topped and bottom and it was amazing. I would say for about the last year, I’ve been really into anal play and gay porn, it’s just something about it that gets me there I can’t explain it plus a guy with nice ass is just great. A guy with nice ass turns me on in a different way. I feel like I’ve been curious for about two years but didn’t act on it. One night I finally took that leap and met up with a guy from Sniffles. Initially I told myself I’m just going over and nothings going to happen. So I meet him at his place. He poured me some wine we talked for a bit got to know each other for bit. I was sitting on a chair away from the bed. He told me to come in the bed. I went over he started undressing me and started giving me oral, I couldn’t believe how bricked up I was lol. I would say it was better than most women. He did it for while and then he wanted me to top him. We kept trying but I kept going soft. So we just laid together in bed, he laid on me and honestly it didn’t feel awkward, we were rubbing on each other the whole time. Then I woke up surprisingly lol he gave me more oral and then I finally got inside of him, and it felt amazing I had to hold back because it was so good and felt myself about to come. We even kiss when I was in him. I held it for as long as I could until I came inside of him and it was an amazing feeling. I have never came so fast before. He was a fem guy and very submissive. Now asking myself how can go back to vaginal intercourse, because this was way more fun and passionate. Plus over the years I have lost my attraction to women like they are visually attractive, but I feel like a lot of women are problematic and I rather not deal with it. I’m just confused because I feel like I’m all over the place lol