u/No_Error6593

Ive been having deep philosophical existential thoughts about truth and perspective and blindness and reality and I cant seem to stay grounded in something because I always have a feeling its just a perspective of the truth and I want to know all of the truth. The whole thing. The grand scheme of things. I don’t want to think that the glass is half empty or half full. I want to see it as it is. A glass filled half way. I want to apply this on such a deeper level knowing that It damn well may be impossible to do so. Sorry if that doesn't make too much sense. Can you guys help me?

I'm a beginner to lucid dreaming. I've never lucid dreamed before and I have questions.

1. What's the best method to start with as a beginner?

2. The "fild" method seems impossible. Wouldn't you wake back up slightly if you keep noticing your finger touching your thumb while drifting off?