u/No_Establishment7181

I'm 33 years old and I hate how my life is.. I've never had any friends, never had a girlfriend, never had a job and I still live with my mom.. plus another problem I have is how I always get ignored on all social media! I just wish people would have the balls to tell me why they don't like me it's like I keep asking them and they don't want to answer me. I've tried various times to end my life by swallowing pills with alcohol, burning myself with gasoline, and even by strangling myself but yet nothing works.. I don't know if I want to continue with my life at all.