u/No_Philosophy7921

i look way different now than i did a few years ago and i’m still adjusting to it. the truth is i feel disgusting but im in therapy and trying to work on it. it’s just really hard to feel okay about myself when i live with my mom. i’ve grown up hearing her talk badly about herself and criticizing me. Being fat is like the worst thing that a person could be according to her. i don’t want to think like that. i don’t want my appearance to be the most important thing to me. i want to be able to eat and have fun and be happy, but every time i look at myself i think about all the things she’d pick out about me and its affecting me, i feel myself slipping back into the mindset i had when i was a teenager.