The instrument that starts at around 3:15 sounds like either an organ or an accordion… but i can’t tell which one. I want to make ambient pieces like this and things like the glow pt2, and this type of sound is a staple to Phil’s music, and i was wondering what instrument it is in this particular song, as he is knowing to use both.
Disclaimer:
I write down most of my dreams in my notes app, so this wasn’t really written with the intention of being shared, so there might be spelling mistakes, things that only make sense to me, etc. It was also written at like 3am. But let me know what you guys think of this!
August 1:
This one messed up. It was pretty long, but i only remember the end. It was me and my grandma in the back of a car, and a girl from work driving (the waiter that was hosting when i walked in for my interview). The road was super high up in the sky. The sky was like dark pinkish red and scary looking with the tips of weird looking buildings budding out in the horizon. She was going fast and then suddenly the road just went like almost 90 degrees instantly. we went flying but we landed back on the road bc it wasn’t a full 90 just pretty close. i was freaking out and telling her to stop driving so crazy because i didn’t want to die but she looked at me then looked back and started driving with her eyes closed and laughing. We were swerving everywhere down the hill and i was screaming, and she eventually hit a car, we all started basically dying and like everything just started turning purple. But before we died the girl in the front of the car pulled out a gun and looked at me and said “could you do any better?” i kind just shook my head and shrugged. She then shot her self, my grandma, then me, and then i said “i love you god” and was “like im gonna know what happens when i die” and then i woke up. Shit was wild. I never really thought that dreams meant anything, but out of every dream I’ve ever had i can actually deduce some meaning from it. I know the dream was longer, but literally just the last scene is all i remember but was more than enough. The dream was about some of my worst fears i have in real life (i think). Being in the back of a car while going down an incredibly steep hill super fast, swerving everywhere with the driver having their eyes closed is an extremely on the nose symbol for lack of control, in the real world, i always say i hate not having control over anything. It came up most recent when me and my family went flying and i said i hate flying because of the lack of control i have over what happens, even though statistically very safe. But not having control of over things in general scares me. Im not sure what the purple represents, but the dreams hue, sky and everything i saw while dying was just all purple, it was actually pretty cool tho. The ending of us crashing and her shooting me and dying and me talking about god is my fear of death, and the afterlife (or lack there of). Even though i do believe in god, i struggle with faith a lot, unfortunately, and honestly struggle to believe in God sometimes. and that makes me scared of death. What if i don’t believe in him enough before i die? What if they day I’m doubting him is the one where i die? I just think about death a lot and it scares me. The most interesting thing though from the dream for me is the fact that she said “could you have done any better?” Before she killed me. I feel like she was just talking about life in general, as she was the one who ended it. Could i have done any better? It’s a wake up call to make the most of life because i can die at any point (kinda cliche but whatever) And my response was just a silent shrug. It’s funny because i think this all derives from the scene in fight club where Tyler is driving and said “if you died right now what would you think of your life” or whatever and then crashes, and i was thinking about that dream a few hours before i went to bed. Prolly the weirdest dream ive had in my life honestly. It was very vivid too.