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So I’m going alone to his concert in Colorado. I’m going up there for college so I just bought a ticket for there. I dont know anyone in the state and I’m kinda nervous to go alone 😃 my goal is to make a friend at my college who is also going so that maybe I’m not so alone but idk if that’s going to workout. I start school on the 24th and the concert is on the 29th… the timeline is kinda tight for me loll

But yea, if anyone is going to the show on Aug 29th in co and needs someone to hangout with or smth, pls hmu 😭🙏 or even any advice would be greatly appreciated!!

Lately I’ve been feeling this deep unexplainable loneliness. I guess melancholy could be used to describe it but I don’t know. It’s more of a deep sink hole in my chest and I can’t quite put words to it.

I am constantly surrounded by people. Friends and family alike. Yet I still feel alone? I don’t understand how I could feel this way when I’m constantly surrounded by people.

I think it’s quite ironic that I’ll feel more alone in a crowded room rather than a truly by myself.

At some point, I do think it’s my subconscious isolating myself. But even then, I don’t know how to stop it.

Don’t know why I’m writing all this and I’m not necessarily expecting any responses. I think I’m just someway to let out my feelings.