u/No_Target_6165

hi all, I have been meditating for few years, and gone to half a dozen sits and a dozen serving courses. vipassana has absolutely been transformational for me but it has also made me realize that I want a partner that does vipassana regularly as well. this want/need interferes when I plan for going to vipassana courses. there is always a hope to find a partner and I understand it's something that I need to let it happen if it does and not make it a reason. but I find it hard to separate the two. I unfortunately didn't end up finding anyone who I dated through the courses I went to. so what would you advice? did anyone go through this? should I stop going to course and just observe these emotions? or its ok if I keep it in balance?