u/No_Willingness6810

I wanna find out if I’m psychic and things

When I was a young child I expirienced having an imaginary friend which I knew wasn’t imaginary. He would be inside my washing machine and I seen him physically . I would sit infront of the washing machine talking to the friend constantly all day. My mom said it was fake and I didn’t listen. I also was super scared of the dark and i was always up late as a child. I remember waking up and just admiring the moon and the moonlight. We moved away never felt anything again. Then last month watched conjuring 4 and seeing their psychic abilities . Just made me drawn back to spiritual things. I researched for hours everyday about medium and other things. I then started meditating. At first I would just see green. Then green and cyan mixed with another
. Then cyan itself. In classroom I seen purple . And then I was outside I seen green and cyan agin. I decided to try zoom in and then while doing that, a white fog started swirling into the colour . Then I opened my eyes. Then today I did a tiny one and I seen dark pink for a few seconds?

I’m a teenager. As a toddler and a bit older. I had imaginary friends. I knew they weren’t my imagination, and I could see them in the physical world when my family can’t. I’m the only one in my family to expirience these. Being scared in the dark and everything. Then 8 years later I watched conjuring last rites. Then got into it all again regardless how scary it was. I researched everyday non stop to get an understanding. I don’t know what abilities i hold right now and I’ve only did meditating. Is there anyone who can help me develop my abilities please.