failed math subjects as math (stats) major, should i keep going?
i apologize if this is not the correct subreddit, just thought id get some thoughts from people in the field ish
hi everyone, im a math (stats) major and i had just finished my first year in uni (out of three). i found out that i had failed probability and real analysis. idk what to do. i feel so lost, im not even really sad i mainly just feel empty. i chose a math major bc i thought i was good w numbers, but since getting in uni my mental state has been in a decline and prob reached its lowest this semester. since probability and real analysis are 2nd year subjects, i really felt the gap between 1st year subjects (had to do early due to course progression stuff). moreover, im an international student, so failing just means i have to pay a crap ton more money. im not struggling financially, all my expenses are supported by my parents, and because of that, i feel really bad since i wasted so much money alrd by failing.
im honestly dreading retaking real analysis, i know i couldve done better on both these subjects but i just felt so terrible about everything that i neglected my uni studies. my fault.
i just feel like maybe this major isnt for me, and that i dont have what it takes. im scared :/