21M, had a rough week
This might be the first time I've shown my face on the internet but this seems like a pretty safe space to do it. Sorry about the handwriting
I've kind of been "clean" from the depression for about a year which includes no bad thoughts so hooray for me but this week's been tough and I've started getting thoughts that I'm going to die alone again because someone asked if I had a girlfriend and I embarrassingly said I've never had one and that's what lead to a huge snowball last time so maybe this place can cheer me up a bit. I'm gonna give this a NSFW tag incase anyone wants to share their experiences with depression in the comments. To be clear I'm not currently getting bad thoughts so don't worry, just hitting a rough patch I guess.
Hopefully all of you have a good afternoon, evening and night. If I don't respond it's because I'm about to go sleep