u/Objective_Nevirka

Cooling off the heat
Right where the shore meets the sea
Let the water try
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Tightly tangled mess
Clothes scattered in the wet sand
Tongues tasting the salt 
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The breathing quickens 
Sweat and water now combined
Souls merged into one

Sometimes I wonder 
Would you still love me today
If you never left then?
Would you love me knowing
That I made you miss by that plane?

Sometimes I wonder 
How soon I would know
The mendacity of your smiles
If you stayed with me back then
And kept me wanting more

Sometimes I wonder 
If it would change anything 
If I could efface our meeting
If I could somehow forget you
Would it make me a different person?

Sometimes I wonder 
If I ever really be better
When the memory of you
Is the anathema of my happiness 
Casting shadows unwelcome 

Sometimes I wonder
And then I realize
That your leaving
Was just the beginning 
And never the end

Opalescent light of the moon
Night is almost too bright
My senses are heightened 
As I’m waiting for my promise

Then a Zephyr’s gentle touch
Makes me turn my head
To the north, to her
The scent that drives me wild

Soon I hear her steps
Hear her heart beating
Feel her apprehension
As she nears the moonlit clearing 

Her heart skips a beat
As she pauses at the edge
But nothing can stop us
Not now, when she’s finally here

I embrace her 
She yelps softly in surprise
Her blood is calling to me
The sweetest prize

I gently nuzzle her neck
She shivers, but not from cold
I lick her warm skin
And can’t help myself no more

Teeth break the perfect skin
Just where the pulse was hiding
I’m catching it all, lick the ruby treasure
She gasps and pulls me closer

I almost lose myself
To the call of the moon
As I break this lifeblood kiss
And howl into the sky

She’s now forever bound to me
My Valkyrie of the night

My mind playing tricks
Unprompted thoughts once burried
Cold shivers inside

Am I a bitch 
Because I like flirting?
Am I a slut
Because I post nudes?
Am I a weirdo
Because I laugh aloud?
Am I a bother
Because I talk a lot? 
Am I a whore
Because I like attention?

Or do you call me names
Because you’re insecure 
And maybe even jealous?

I like flirting
Because it’s lots of fun 
I post nudes
Because I’m learning to love me
I laugh aloud
Because otherwise I may cry 
I talk a lot
Because silence is scary 
I like attention 
Because I never had much of it

So don’t call me names
Like you think you know me
But you never walked my path

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Tagged NSFW because of the language

Sometimes you look at me
That way
And my breath catches,
While your eyes slide lower
So I smile and tease
Because I know
You can only look
And not touch
I take my shirt off
And I see you pause
Your eyes darken a bit
And you show me
What effect this has on you
Not so different 
Than the pulse 
Between my legs
So I show you as well
Wet spot on pink cotton 
And I see you harden 
Throbbing 
I want to touch you
So bad
But we both can’t 
Not yet
Not for a while

Imagine how sweet it will be
When we finally can?

Looking up at you
On my knees, gentle handhold
Lips where you want them 

If we both followed logic, 
I wouldn’t be here
I wouldn’t get to know you 
I wouldn’t laugh with you
I wouldn’t grab this chance
At something beautiful

Luckily for us
I rarely follow logic
Emotions are my go to
I follow my heart 
And it brought me to you

So now we’re both here
Where it’s “complicated in a good way”
When feelings win
And logic gets pushed aside

Let’s keep playing this game
Using our special settings
“Customized hard mode on”
Even if logically this should not be
I believe in you and me.