u/Objective_Possible20

Real quick, don’t come for my grammar and spelling this is a 2AM post.

Hello there, I am curious if anyone comes out of their seizure episodes in a shear panicked state walking around? My first seizure happened May, 5th, 2020 and started happening due to my heavy alcohol consumption and it was a grand mal. Got checked out by a neurologist and tests done, and well addiction had its claws firmly in me. As well as a family history on my father’s side, kept drinking kept having grand mals. Well after a decade of heavy alcoholism and five of those years with a diagnosed seizure disorder, I will be one year sober tomorrow. I’ve continued to have seizures but they’re no longer grand mals or violent seizures I have way more calmer ones since I’ve gotten sober. However when I have an episode it feels like I go and live a different life and it’s a fairly dark and dismal surrounding. When I come to I’m terrified but also trying to jump my husbands bones while also being scared any crying (I could use some advice on seizures messing up my sexual desires)

I’ve found myself caught in an ADHD hyper obsession with this song. However it is helping me detach from a situation I found myself in with some emotions that I need to snap myself out of, that and Pap smear and affection & empathy🖤 have all been on repeat for the past few days. I’d love any recommendations for any other songs to help me get out of this emotional lull and back on top would be appreciated 👾🖤

Okay I was in manistee/cadillac area in 2019 at a campground. Sorry I have no details on where it’s been awhile. I encountered something that is the most supernatural/cryptid experiences in my life to this day. It has a pale face big black pits for eyes, it was watching my dog and I on the beach from the shadows of the tree line/ the fence it was peaking over on a clear night in mid-late July in the moon light. Made my German shepherds fur stand up and caused her to lowly growl, I looked at what she was growling at and saw that face looking at me about six yards away from us I gasp and stare then I see a matching face appear behind the first one and it seemed to have started standing up or I could sense it moving closer. Thing is since I was by myself with the dog I was already very sensitive to noise, I could hear when people would walk on the pavement and the crunching of sand. I didn’t hear these beings they were so silent and I snatched my dogs leash and hauled every ounce of ass towards the bathroom and showers at the campground the brightest source of light other than the moon. I stood in the light with my dog also still just as freaked out, I can’t forget that night. Is there anyone else in Michigan in the area that have seen anything like I have