Embarrassing
I was diagnosed with seizures at 36/37. My brain was chilling on my skull, which started the seizures. I recently had brain surgery at Mayo to help correct it. So I haven’t had much of a social life. Recently, I started feeling better enough that I feel like I could go out.
Yesterday I went with a friend just to a Mexican restaurant. The food was so good. But on the way out, I had a seizure. I had one in the restaurant. No one seen it because I was sitting there by myself. I was totally OK with that. As we were walking out, I started crying the right side of my body got tense. And my friend got super nervous and was pretty scared like they were worried about what was gonna happen and I’ve had conversations with her about. Hey it’s OK it’ll go by you. Just gotta chill. It’s OK.
Still today I’m so embarrassed. Usually I can feel and see the seizures coming on I didn’t yesterday. Which sucks, but I feel like I traumatized my friend.