It’s been a week since I left this note in what was our home.
We were already no contact on the Thursday. I sent him one message saying the keys were on the bench and to come after 5:30pm. Then I wrote this note and left it with the keys.
We broke up because he apparently didn’t love me anymore. I don’t really believe that to be honest his actions leading up to the breakup imply otherwise and then his actions and words during the breakup also didn’t make much sense for someone who doesn’t love me. He’s struggling a lot mentally atm, deep depression, psychosis paranoia delusions all centred around me. I’m worried about him because he hasn’t been well and I think this was a rash decision. But I know I have to look after myself now and I will.
He wanted to stay friends still but I couldn’t. I need to move on, but I left this note for the part of me that wants him back.
Do you guys think he’ll ever be back? He never sent anything about the note, I wonder sometimes what he thought when he saw it.